Friday, February 13, 2009
Currently listening to: 时光机-周杰伦
Todae last day of the weekdays. Also todae is, in my own terms, Valentine's Day Eve. Many love can be felt through out the sch. Tml, im gona be alone, but.... with my MUM~! Lol, gona hav Candle lit dinner with her, LOL, later my Dad finds out confirm kill me fer trying to snatch Mummy away frm him. Haha... kidding~
Hmm, fer those who r single out thre... its ok to be single. Why? Single=Freedom, being single u dun hav to worry abt ur opposite party feelings, troubled over trival matters... You can be urself =D But of coz the saddest part is, being alone during such a day... I rmb my first love was during Pri sch, its the past so ima jus say it out. It was during Pri 5 ( i tink so) when i met her, we in the same class. Had lotsa fun yea~! Had Brandon n some past frens to play IceMan with. I was introduce to her thru peer relationships. When i first saw her, im like ' She is the ONE~!' But the timid me jus wouldnt wanna show my feelings to her, feeling no confidence if i eva show my feelings i might get rejected or jus getting fooled....
I guess i jus suck at Love. Well, i didnt really like Vivien in the veri first place. Ha, mayb im kinda shy too, LOL~! But i noe deep in my heart, i jus wanna pretend im in love... Soon i realised she join gangs. Feeling totally disappointed, lol, i jus pretend im shy n blah blah... n 3 days after tat, Break UP~! dunnoe good news to me or her. Well, frm tis incident i kinda lost my confidence n will to Love others.
So i decided to concentrate on my study le, study study study until i went to 3A1. Went to class first day, n i noe Arie lol cuz his frm LianHua Pri. The rest.. weirdos. No offence. Haha. Met a gal in class who is constantly(in my point of view) positive, caring, nice, well-mannered(i doubt so), looks good... haha kinda meet all of the requirement set in my heart. But i dun wanna disrupt my studies n hers. Well, recently she failed some of the subject's test. N i jus wanna support her. I jus wan her to pass her 'N' Level... YAWN, TIRED....
i hav Confidence in my POA TEST~! =D Byebyee All, n a Happy Valentines Day~!
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